Birth and Death..
The hurt never left..
I still miss shirley
It still hurts me
your memory like a gamma, burnin me
But grandma your in me..
Heart memory and Mind
i'll play no game like halftime
And I'll keep writing after my last rhyme
so they don't forget
you were perfect
and I loved you for it
So my tears pourin.. The first morning without you..
I felt like I didn't know anything about you
But know you...
Are the epitome of what I know
what I show every day
is dedication in every way
you were the best grandmother,
I admit.. I have another..
But she wasn't there like you
So now, I write you
to enlight you
to brighten you
I don't mean to frighten you
with some of my actions
I have a path in life with many distractions
My life was put into fractions
when the action disactrous happened
I still MISS you..
The last time I saw you on that bed and KISSED you
The next day, I didn't go
You waited for me but I didn't show
it was the last night you were alive and I didn't know
there I was, gettin buzzed,doin drugs,
instead of being with the ones I love
the ones i'd hug every day, But then they told me the case
My grandmother was sent to a holy place
I think i'm drinkin and see it's only chase...
You were the only one here some-times
I knew you were amazed at your grandsons rhymes
But I gotta stop crying and laugh some times