Birth and Death..

The hurt never left..

I still miss shirley

It still hurts me

your memory like a gamma, burnin me

But grandma your in me..

Heart memory and Mind

i'll play no game like halftime

And I'll keep writing after my last rhyme

so they don't forget

you were perfect

and I loved you for it

So my tears pourin.. The first morning without you..

I felt like I didn't know anything about you

But know you...

Are the epitome of what I know

what I show every day

is dedication in every way

you were the best grandmother,

I admit.. I have another..

But she wasn't there like you

So now, I write you

to enlight you

to brighten you

I don't mean to frighten you

with some of my actions

I have a path in life with many distractions

My life was put into fractions

when the action disactrous happened

I still MISS you..

The last time I saw you on that bed and KISSED you

The next day, I didn't go

You waited for me but I didn't show

it was the last night you were alive and I didn't know

there I was, gettin buzzed,doin drugs,

instead of being with the ones I love

the ones i'd hug every day, But then they told me the case

My grandmother was sent to a holy place

I think i'm drinkin and see it's only chase...

You were the only one here some-times

I knew you were amazed at your grandsons rhymes

But I gotta stop crying and laugh some times