This is ZADKIEL,

I am the angel of forgiveness and transformation. Transformation from the past and past lives and assumed transgressions. If you are unable to forgive yourself, I will assist in that process. I will say " I forgive." You must forgive yourselves for yourselves.

Forgiveness serves no purpose for the "other person." You forgive so you will be able to release the emotions that can turn to poisons over time. Poisons that slowly build up and destroy you. Poisons that cause cancer and all forms of maladies. Your body was not made to hold negative emotions. Forgive yourself when you fear you did not say something that needed to be said. Forgive yourself when you said something you fear you should not have said.

My friend, I call you friend because you are on the same level as the angels. Oh. I don't mean you are in our angelic realm, for you are an earth angel. You were created by a loving God just as we were. He loves you more than you could comprehend. You are the same as I.  We are creations of God.

I have come to you to bring comfort in a time of loss. Tragic as it seems, there is always a Divine outcome to everything that happens. Your parents may have said to you, "There is a silver lining in every cloud." Rest assured this is true. What seems like tragedy and pain to you at this time can all be explained later in a manner you will understand.

I know your very "human-ness" (put that in parenthesis.) I want to emphasize this word. You are in a time where you cannot see things clearly. As the scriptures say, it is like "looking through a glass darkly." This is so true. If you could see the other side now, you would not be able to stay on earth. Your longing for home would be too overwhelming. I tell you this truly, those of you who have lost loved ones...you have not lost your loved ones. They are not lost. They are with us and we are taking grand care of them here beyond the veil. They await you as they understand all. They know that a day can be a thousand years because there is no "time" here.

You wonder where they are and that is a rightful emotion, to grieve and wonder what takes place when loved ones "leave." You would not be human if you did not have these emotions. If you could only know. There is no death, there is only transition. If you could see your loved ones now, you would immediately want to depart your earthly life and join them. What can I say to comfort you? God in His wisdom has arranged all in perfect order. He did not intend for you to understand all while in your earthly vehicles. He saved the best parts for later.

My child, I have come to you to comfort you and to lend a helping hand to you in times of need. There is no death, only transformation where you remember everything in one glorious moment. This your real home. You came to earth to learn lessons to advance your souls. Life is a journey. You travel toward your destination until you realise that only the journey is important. This may sound a little strange, but the road you travel will lead to God. I know this may sound like a contradiction to say the destination is not important when you spend your entire lives getting there. While the destination is important, it is your journey where you learn all the important things your soul needs to remember. I could go on explaining this forever. Everything is a state of mind. Yes.

You can have Heaven on earth and continue with your "Heaven" even after what you call death. You can choose "Hell" also. See, my child, you make your choices and they determine what kind of experience you will have. If you choose love instead of fear you are choosing Heaven. There are only two things from which all else emanates. Two words. Love and fear. Only two. They are opposites. They oppose each other. You must make your own choices and not judge the choices of others. Let me repeat that, you must not judge. You are judging yourself when you judge others.

There is only one more point I would like to make at this time. (You notice I did not say today.) Remember there is no time here on this side of the veil. Time is a made up invention of those on earth to keep up with themselves. Your loved ones are safe. They have no pain, (there is no pain here.) Is that not good to know? They are drinking from the cup of knowledge...remembering why they went to earth in the first place. They do not want you to grieve for too long. Oh, they understand the grieving process, for, after all, they were where you are at one time. Remember them. They are waiting for you.