It's hard to tell you how i feel.
That this pain i know, is real.
There's no home for me to go.
Because this taboo has grown.
It's too late to tell you i was wrong.
And it's too late because, now your gone.
You made the choice and felt the black.
The day you left and never looked back.
I'm forgetting and falling appart.
I see you in my dreams with change of heart.
At the funeral they told me to say goodbye
But i know deep down you never died.