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Author Name: Freelubaina 1 Comments
Date Added: December 01, 2004 15:12:33 Average Score: (Needs 2)
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How much will you miss me?
How much will you miss me?" I asked.

"I'll miss you this much," you replied,

Holding out your fingers, implying very little.

I smiled faintly, and gave you a big hug,

Acting like I was okay with how little

You care about me, or how little you'd miss me.

You changed your clothes and walked out,

And at that moment I felt my heart hurting.

It's funny that only a year ago,

I met you by pure coincidence,

And shortly after that day,

I developed crush on you.

Now,a year later, that innocent crush

Has turned into a burning desire,

One that I have absolutely no control of.

I find my day incomplete without the thought of you,

And I find myself unhappy without you.

Every day, I am scared whether or not I will be able to see you,

Because I don't want to appear clingy,

Or may be annoying, or let my feelings show.

But most of all, it's because I don't want to

Like you even more than I already do.

I hate the fact that sometimes I'd wear my hair

A certain way just to get that natural look you like.

I hate how sometimes I'd wear clothes that I'm not into

Just to hear you say, "That outfit is a perfect 10."

I hate how I let myself become so crazily jealous

When you pay more attention to another girl.

I hate how I am doing all the things

I said I would never do for any man

Just so that I could get your attention.

But in the end, I think it's all worth it.

I'd do those things over and over if I could

Hear you tell me how beautiful I am,

That I have made you feel more relaxed,

And that you think I give the best hugs.

Maybe to you, our times together mean nothing,

But to me, the times we share mean everything.

I especially cherish the moments that we're alone,

Sitting there silently together while I watch you work.

Rarely would a person be satisfied in doing nothing,

And the fact that I am able to be so content that way,

It has to mean something. It does mean something.

Sometimes, I hate myself for liking you so much,

For wanting you so badly, for being so infatuated with you.

What I hate even more above everything else

Is that you didn't ask for any of this.

I'm just stupid enough to fall into such a deep hole,

And now the hole has gotten so deep, I can't get out.

I wish you were aware of all these emotions that I have.

I wish you would return half of the feelings I have for you.

I wish you knew how devoted I am to you,

How I compare every single man to you,

How deeply I have fallen for you,

And how much I am going to miss you.

So after reading this, I want to know...

How much will you miss me?


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Comment By: FreeAbby on January 7, 2005 01:10:50 PM Report
Wow, very different, creative, great write!


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