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Author Name: Freebehind_blue_eyes 0 Comments
Date Added: December 19, 2004 04:12:56 Average Score: (Needs 2)
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diary of emotion
I have made it through today, I donít know how; the world sets a pace that drags me along in its current. I reach the end of the day and have no idea how I managed to go several hours without thinking of you, yet I know I did, I know that every time I looked out the window I realized over and over again the rest of my life was without you. Every minute of everyday I had left was to be spent without you. The days seem to pass by in a haze. Everyone else has moved on, continued on with their lives while I pick up the shattered remains of mine. I cant even begin to stop and deal with this, I donít know how, the world has moved on, the sun rises and the days pass, the sun sets and the lonely night emerges. There is no room for just sitting there, there is the occasional second when a flashback happens, and you stand there immune to your surrounds, living on a memory you just wish could be still happening. Itís so sudden, there is no you in my life no more and I canít deal with that. I havenít dealt with that yet, everyone has moved on and I have carried on, but left myself at the moment I lost you. What a clichť, standing in the rain in shock, nothing registering. Seeing you taken away and only then letting tears fall, and then spending forever, holding on to the last remaining piece of you I have left. Forever know will be spent without you, there is no holiday you will be returning from, there is no way to see you again. As you left my heart broke and I felt it. You were so hurt yet you stayed strong for me, you held your fear in for me, yet you were terrified. I can feel the tears in my throat, the sickness in my stomach. I miss you so much the pain is physical, I can cry forever but it will not bring you back. It is all so sudden, you are not here now, I canít be with you, I canít go anywhere with you, I canít look out and see you, just check to see your safe. I last saw you, battered to pieces, being taken away from my sight forever. I will miss you forever.
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