People may claim to know me, but I only let them see the outside. The confident carefree facade, the part I let them see. I don't let them see inside. It frightens me to think they might. For they may not understand. For what is inside is someone else. Someone only I know. Someone who is not confident not carefree, but someone who is fearful and weak. Someone who dwells within me, and frightens me. I desperately try to hide this inner self, and at the same time wish someone knew. Someone who could understand, how weak and feeble I really am. Someone who could understand, my need to be touched-held-loved. SOMEONE LIKE YOU |