appalling memories that i recall...
Memories that the consolation of kind words can't hide anymore.
The drunkenness, the emptiness,
the long fall
right back to where i was once before...
Nightmares and Daydreams don't go away
no matter how hard i try to change
and no matter what i say...
Nightmares and Daydreams
continue to stay.
Do i remember anything at all?
I'm paranoid, confused
and some things i don't want to recall,
so i'm making up stories to hide my shame...
I'm making up stories to disguise the pain.
Still Nightmares and Daydreams don't go away
and the fear and regret continue to stay...
I have scars as a reminder of the emotional pain
and scars never fade.