Recollections, appalling memories that i recall... Memories that the consolation of kind words can't hide anymore. The drunkenness, the emptiness, the long fall right back to where i was once before... People enthralled.
Nightmares and Daydreams don't go away no matter how hard i try to change and no matter what i say... Nightmares and Daydreams continue to stay.
Do i remember anything at all? I'm paranoid, confused and some things i don't want to recall, so i'm making up stories to hide my shame... I'm making up stories to disguise the pain.
Still Nightmares and Daydreams don't go away and the fear and regret continue to stay... I have scars as a reminder of the emotional pain and scars never fade. | 
