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Author Name: FreeAntonyFrank 2 Comments
Date Added: May 29, 2006 10:05:26 Average Score: (Needs 2)
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My Final Darkness.

My darkness...

My final darkness....

My hour...

My very last hour...

I'm far too lazy

to do anything but lay in bed.

My darkness...

My head.

__________

My darkness...

My final darkness...

My hour...

My very last hour...

My darkness...

My fuel...

My power.

My power.

I've opened my mind

and i've opened my eyes.

All i've thought about

is getting through the day,

there's not enough of that anyway...

And all i want to do

is find a grave

and hope i'm buried in it.

I feel darkness

in my body, in my brain, rushing through my veins.

And everything feels dirty,

everywhere promiscuity...

All there is is proxy

and this is gloom...

This is darkness too soon.

And this is doom...

And it's my head on the line in an empty room.

This is darkness

right at the wrong time.

__________

My darkness...

My final darkness...

My hour...

My very last hour...

I'm far too lazy

to do anything but lay in bed.

My darkness...

My head.

_____

My darkness...

My final darkness...

My hour...

My very last hour...

I'm far too hasty to believe in life after death.

My darkness...

My fear...

My dread.

My dread.

_____

All i've thought about

is getting through the day,

there's never enough of that anyway...

And all i want to do is find a way to be brave

and fight my way right through it.

I feel darkness

without delay.

_____

My dark days...

estranged...

It's getting darker now...

It's getting darker.

I have a vision

amd it's change that i see...

A wasted world without interest,

relaxing to limpness,

and there is mortality...

So bury me and remember me,

or save me and forget me...

Just respect me.

__________

My darkness...

My hour...

My fuel...

My power.

Author's Notes:

Written 1997.

Written for a friend who went through hard times.

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Comments:
Comment By: FreeShe Whispers on July 11, 2007 03:55:08 PM Report
Anthony , How well I understand this poem ....... For I have been in that darkness not once but twice!! Awesome poem.. Thank you for your comments on my poems..I posted three last poems.. I won't be posting for a while...Thank you for kindness...Read the statue ..She.
And ..Barefoot and Naked.. It self explains..
Hugs ~ She Whispers

Comment By: Freemystical angel on May 29, 2006 12:24:23 PM Report
it is very well written and it gives the exact idea what he must be going through
hope none has to see any hard times but as they say
hard times make a man
a man he must be
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