At work today
They were talking about God
And how good it is to pray
They were extrolling his virtues and singing his song
They were acting all excited till I came along
They asked me " Why I didnít smile, what did I loose?"
I simply said heís all ready taken everything, cause he has
I told them donít talk to me about God
Donít sit there and act stupid and just nod
My temper was high and running hot
Donít tell me what is good and what is not!
He didnít save her even though they said he could
If only I believed, then save her he would
He took my faith and broke it in two
Just like the heart he took from you
So Iím supposed to be happy, that Godís promise is a lie?
And Iím supposed to be happy that my daughter died?
Iím supposed to be excited that sheís in a better place
A precious, innocent little girl. What a waste!
He has enough angels flying around
I want my daughter alive, not buried in the ground
I want to hold her in my arms, and see her smile at me
I need a child I can touch and see
I donít need a guardian Angel to watch over me
And I donít want to wait till Heaven and Eternity
Who are you to tell me what to believe?
You werenít there you didnít see
You didnít hold her as her life ran out
You werenít the one that wanted to run and scream and shout
You didnít watch the life fade from her eyes
You werenít the one crying as Your baby died
So many miralces happen every single day
I used to pray
I used to believe in everything that They would say
But then again my daughter was alive that day
So donít you tell me what I should believe
If God had been there, She wouldnít have had to leave
Until the day you stand in my shoes
And everything is gone and you have nothing to loose
Then you can tell Me what to think and feel
Then youíll know why I doubt he is real
He just takes people you love far away
And then your left in a hell that you have to live
Every single day
So donít talk to me about God and what I should say
He doesnít answer prayers no matter how hard you pray