At work today
They were talking about God
And how good it is to pray
They were extrolling his virtues and singing his song
They were acting all excited till I came along
They asked me " Why I didn’t smile, what did I loose?"
I simply said he’s all ready taken everything, cause he has
Taken you
I told them don’t talk to me about God
Don’t sit there and act stupid and just nod
My temper was high and running hot
Don’t tell me what is good and what is not!
He didn’t save her even though they said he could
If only I believed, then save her he would
He took my faith and broke it in two
Just like the heart he took from you
So I’m supposed to be happy, that God’s promise is a lie?
And I’m supposed to be happy that my daughter died?
I’m supposed to be excited that she’s in a better place
A precious, innocent little girl. What a waste!
He has enough angels flying around
I want my daughter alive, not buried in the ground
I want to hold her in my arms, and see her smile at me
I need a child I can touch and see
I don’t need a guardian Angel to watch over me
And I don’t want to wait till Heaven and Eternity
Who are you to tell me what to believe?
You weren’t there you didn’t see
You didn’t hold her as her life ran out
You weren’t the one that wanted to run and scream and shout
You didn’t watch the life fade from her eyes
You weren’t the one crying as Your baby died
So many miralces happen every single day
Where’s mine?
I used to pray
I used to believe in everything that They would say
But then again my daughter was alive that day
So don’t you tell me what I should believe
If God had been there, She wouldn’t have had to leave
Until the day you stand in my shoes
And everything is gone and you have nothing to loose
Then you can tell Me what to think and feel
Then you’ll know why I doubt he is real
He just takes people you love far away
And then your left in a hell that you have to live
Every single day
So don’t talk to me about God and what I should say
He doesn’t answer prayers no matter how hard you pray |