This is something that has been bothering me for a while now so please bear with me while I get this off of my chest.
For the past year or so I have been closer then I have ever come before to taking my own life.
I also have had thoughts of ending my writing career thanks to a few rather nasty critics who have sought only to try and prove to me just how worthless I truely am not only as a writer but also as a human being.
These people know who they are and the lengths they have gone to try and push me towards the unthinkable.
Truely, I believe that I would not be here today with you all if not for my fear that if I took my own life my Christian soul would burn forever in a hell fire.
I have said my peace and so now will end this entry.
I have just one last thing to say and that is this.
It sucks but it's true.
There are people out there who will take the easy way out thank to the constant pushing of bullies just like the very ones who have tormented me for the past year.
I just want to urge all of you out there reading this to be strong, stand tough againest these kinds of people, and please please try your best to push for some kind of laws againest them and these horrid acts that they so gleefully commit before you or someone you love becomes the next victim of these kinds of heartless cowards.