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Author Name: ModeratorJillian Alexis 2 Comments
Date Added: April 29, 2010 00:04:02 Average Score: (Needs 2)
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My hopes are almost gone.  My dreams are but a mist, evaporating more with each, new day.  My passions are almost forgotten, as I do not enjoy anything I use to.  I feel like my life is a nightmare, and I am waiting for it to end.  I have no self-esteem, I have no place to call my own, and I don't feel like I fit in anywhere.  I am the black sheep of my family, and my one and only sibling, my older sister, is their favorite.  There is nothing that she can't do.  She is beautiful, talented, successful, everything that I am not.  I cry alot, I can't seem to help it.  My tears flow, no matter where I am.  I can't feel love, I can only share it.  I'm not on a pity party, this is just how I feel.
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Comment By: FreeLady Dragonwyck on April 29, 2010 08:49:55 AM Report
Jillian:  great vent!!!   Hey, I'm an only child and sometimes I wasn't my Moms favourite!!!!  Life deals harshness way too often and there are times  we are just NOT READY to handle it. 

GREAT write....hope you can be more positive about yourself really soon. 


Lady D

Comment By: FreeShe Whispers on April 29, 2010 12:41:09 AM Report
Two sister totaly different.... I have two girls myself and they both have different  ways about them ...BUt I love them both they are both a part of me.... You are you ...and she is who she is... SO yoursef and don't cry ... your just as lovely and as talented.....


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