Eventually I will wake up one day and I won't think about you.
Eventually I will forget everything that I thought I knew.
I won't feel so betrayed and used.
I won't forget what it was like to be mentally abused.
Eventually I'll put all my pieces back together.
I'll be my old self again but, stronger.
Eventually the smile on my face will be real.
I'll allow my walls to come down and actually let myself feel.
Eventually my life will be back on track.
I will only look ahead and never look back.
Eventually I'll let someone in my life.
The dreams won't be the same though, I don't want a wife.
Eventually it'll hit you one day when you least expect it.
That relationships aren't for you because, you can't ever really commit.
Eventually you will look back and remember what you had.
I hope you really feel it and it makes you sad.
Eventually you'll realize that you always take people for granted.
That what you think is love is just blinded.
Eventually you'll realize you have so many problems.
That you've never really loved anyone with all your atoms.
Eventually I'll look at the pictures and just smile.
I will remember that this wasn't just a game or a pretend lifestyle.
Eventually the pain will fade.
I won't feel so angry or betrayed.
Eventually he will grow up and remember.
That I didn't just leave him, I was his family member.
Eventually he will remember the things we used to do.
He will see that I'm someone that he knew.
Eventually I'll forgive you for everything you've done.
I won't forget though that for you this is just fun.
Eventually you will see my pictures and feel regret.
The tears will come and you'll really be upset.
Eventually my life will be all together.
I know I'll never let anyone that close ever.
I'll learn my lessons from you.
To see the red flags and focus on whats true.
Eventually I will move on to my next chapter.
I won't forget the happy times though and all the laughter.
I won't forget the love I felt.
Sometimes these are just the cards we are dealt.
Eventually I will be whole again all by myself.
I know one day you'll end up alone and all by yourself.
You'll never take responsibility for your actions.
You'll always come to people with so many burdens.
Eventually I'll find someone who loves me for me.
I won't have to pretend, I'll just be free.
Eventually I will be thankful that all this happened.
I won't think of you ever again, not even for a second.